Monday, January 23, 2006
Another one of those days
You ever just wake up and for no apparent reason you know that minute it is going to be a crappy day? Well I just had one of those days. I woke up, for no apparent trigger or reason I just knew something wasn't right with my mood today. And then like out of control all the things that aren't right in my life come to the forefront and just make you feel even worse. Well in the middle of feeling so crappy and blue I thought of something that wasn't thought of for a long time and I kind of thought I dealt with it and got over it, but no, it had to creep up on me again and the day just got worse from there. Sometimes I wish I could just shut of my brain from working and going into overdrive. But I guess feelings aren't so easy to just forget and ignore, and shutting them of like a switch is nearly impossible. So I spend the day throwing my own little pity party and felt better after that. It all shall pass and tomorrow is another day.
Any emotion, if it is sincere, is involuntary. ~Mark Twain