Choice A: stay were I am and hate it every single minute and giving up what's most important to me
Choice B: Take a gamble: hope and pray that it works in my favour and still be able to do what's most important to me, if it goes my way. If it doesn't, then I will have to come up with something to still be able to do what's most important to me plus find a new job.
Well one is a guarantee plus huge loss, the other is a maybe with potential loss ...hmmmmmm I think I go gambling and keep all my fingers and toes crossed.
P.S. Really giving up what's most important is not an option to begin with :) I worked to damn hard to get to it, to do it and to make it there!