Well last night was a little bit of a melt down moment for me and I did what I have been know to do to feel better, and boy it sure did and at that very moment it really didn't matter anyway. So today was a new day and a new start to stick to the plan. I am so glad I have mastered the task of not beating myself up over little failures to the point of what's the point anymore. Thank goodness! There is always a way to do better the next time.
I made my weekly trip down to the lake today, and I had lots of good things to tell Janice, over which she was absolutely delighted and it was great to talk about some good stuff for a change. She was really happy for me and I can sense somewhat relieved too that I got out of my "funk" and crappy feelings. She had given me two weeks prior some little things to ponder about and was surprised that I went thru with pondering and actually doing it. I am sure I will take this a lot further and things are in the planning, and eventually more than just that. But I need to have a little bit more free time to do that and time to plan it out more in details.
So it's been a good day again today...oh and by the way...I can be a bitch too if I have to....lol just ask Mr. Bell and his guys lol.