Another day, another chance

Every new day is a new chance to do something different and try to do something better if you have shrewed up the day before. After yesterday's not very good appointment with the specialist, there are a few new things to be done differently. Unfortunately what really got to me were his horrible bedside manners, not that I was expecting any different at yesterday's appointment, but I think it was the worst case I ever experienced with him. Not feeling well, do you really need to make me feel worse by the things you suggest and say? But hey only I was allowing him to make me feel that way, but still. One good thing was however I was discharged from his care and God help me I don't ever want to see this horrible little man again. Three rounds with him are enough. It would have been also nice if he would have told me something I didn't know yet....that would have been helpful in many ways, so now we move on to endless testing and starting at square one. I hate going in circles, however the circles are becoming bigger in radius. Oh well. Here is to a new day, a new chance and better things!