The other day I found a picture collage frame in the basement with all kinds of out dated pictures in it, pictures of the boys and their ex girlfriends, pictures of the kids from five years ago and just pictures to fill the frame, for more than one reason that frame ended up in the basement while doing redecorating around the house and never made it back up on the wall. I always loved the frame and suffering from mild cases of OCD regarding certain things, I never liked the combination of pictures in it, somehow everything with me has to have a theme and stay the same. I don't really like mix and match and everything needs to fit together somehow. So the other day, during one of my procrastination moments, I took all the old pictures out and replaced them with pictures of things I love. Not being selfish here, well maybe I am, but after years and years of not knowing who I really am, or what I liked, it is important to me to remember ME and what makes me smile and makes me happy! So I took the "big smile" picture of me and put it in the middle of the frame and filled the frames around me with pictures that make me smile like that. And maybe, and just maybe, after 22 years for once when you enter my house you can tell what kind of a person lives here and you can tell what I like. Can't believe it took me that long, but I guess better late than never.