PEOPLE WHO ARE VIOLENT TO ANIMALS
RARELY STOP THERE!
Thursday, July 08, 2010
Where is the shut off button?
I wish there was a shut off button to my mind racing at times. I absolutely hate days like that, one thought gets triggered by something and it goes from there to here and on and on and on, in every different direction, usually in a downwards spirale. And there seems to be nothing that can stop my mind from going there, no matter how hard I try to distract myself and do other things. Spend some time sitting outside enjoying my morning coffee, watching the squirrels come up to the deck to check if I brought any treats out with me, last time I shared my GOLDEN OREOS Thinsations with them, which they were quite fond of I might say, and I was thinking about an email from a dear friend earlier this morning, and then that went then to another friend, who asked me an odd question a few weeks back, maybe odd but legit question, and my honest answer to it, and then I wonder how honest this answer was, or how deep this question really could be, I knew what she meant at that time and my answer was honest at that time too, but the longer I think about this question the deeper my thoughts go and I think about the real meaning of the question to me now and then I know my answer could have not been as simple as it was then, a simple yes or no. And then I go from thinking about the answer and what it means and all of a sudden I am back to square one and the main reason while I started to go see my friend J. again. Arrrgggghhhhh....so no matter how much I think I have learnt and acccomplished there is always something that knocks you back to your starting point...what a waste of time. I really need to find something to do with myself today to get out of this "funk".