Saturday, July 10, 2010
Yesterday I had a really rough day, seems like the day dragged on forever too, I got a few little things accomplished in the morning before heading down to Lake Erie to spend some time with J., boy I sure needed that one and it definitely wasn't pretty, oh well, she was seen me at my worst, and yesterday came pretty close to being there, even though we got in some laughs when I told her about the days on the Farm over the last few weeks. She always loves to hear about them, after all she is the one who steered me into the direction of the DSC. Besides some laughter there were also a lot of tears and tons of questions and no answers, or at least no answers I am willing to accept yet. Go figure. Seems like all I ever do is put band aids on, which eventually have to come of and the wounds are still there, which is totally driving me nuts. Oh well, I get over it...I always do...but so tired of thinking like that. One good thing about yesterday though, I was looking for some new pants, and I hate shopping for pants, and I found some I was very happy with and to my surprise I had to get them a size smaller than my usual size, not really sure why, because I am still a few pounds away from where I was at last year, but somehow my body must have changed, well I could have actually squeezed into two sizes down, but that would just be too uncomfortable and I am all about comfort. So having a positive shopping experience made me happy for a moment.