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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Oh my! I think it's time....I do....

Well not really sure what to do, or whether to do it or not at all. But I figure I have worked too hard and too long now to just throw in the towel and just let things slip back to the way they were. I  know sometimes trying to hold on to things for dear life, even though you feel them slipping through your fingers, can be a hard struggle and sometimes it just has the opposite effect to what you intended, and that is even harder to admit. But resisting it just puts so much pressure on one that it is at times impossible to cope. Right now I am trying not to drown, and just stay afloat and go with the flow, but boy it's hard and it would be so easy right now, just to say "well fuck it" and go back to "normal". Right now I could easily become a person I would not like very much, and as shameful it is to admit these thoughts, they just make me human. I wonder if it's time to recruit a certain friend again, to give me a spin on different angles, because right now I am just going in circles and we all know they lead nowhere. Oh what's a girl suppose to do? Sigh!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

and you know that certain friend will make time for you.

ME said...

I am assuming she will....lol....but then you should never assume and yes you assumed right. lol Well some people are good at assuming the right things and others, well they just assume to create what is a fantasy.

Jayne said...

Just a quick note to say CONGRATULATIONS FOR SURVIVING THE LAST,OH,20 something years. but whose counting right. Happy Day to all.

Anonymous said...

Do you mean for them or me?lol