Happy Anniversary to me

I am celebrating a 20th anniversary today, a day that I look back at with mixed emotions, some are somewhat in the bracket of regrets and "if I only", but others are with feelings of being grateful and happy and content. But if I could do it over again, I must honestly say, I wouldn't. I gave up pretty much everything I had known up to that point in my life, having said that I do appreciate and love the new found things in my life and wouldn't trade these, well most of them, for anything either anymore. So once again I have split opinions in my head, doesn't mean I don't know what I want, just means there are pro and cons, like with everything in life.