When?

Well it's now just a matter of time until things get so out of whack again that there will be only one way to deal with it. I can feel it brewing inside me, it's like a boiling kettle, steam just rising and eventually it will just blow. When? I don't know. How? I do know. Just trying to distract myself but it's hard to get out of your head, because it's always with you. Maybe I shall play the music so loud today that I don't hear myself think, that sometimes works. Just totally annoyed by everything and everybody. F*** I hate this shit!