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Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Remind me again...

...why I keep doing the same stupid **** over and over again, even though I know the outcome? Yet like a good little girl I give in ever so often and try again. Not sure what made today so different, maybe it's because I am a little bit preoccupied with my little issues, but damn sure never left me in tears before and I am mad, and it normally takes a whole lot for me to get mad. Maybe I am just a little bit oversensitive these days, because I am dealing with things I just don't want to deal with anymore and I am tired of not seeing any solution nor a way out of this turmoil and that scares the heck out of me. Usually I know what to do and how to do it, but to have something that really is out of your control , even though it is all about you, no control whatsoever, except your feelings, that's a little scary to me. And it kind of makes me feel really hopeless and helpless and I ****** hate it. Woo gives me lots to talk about on Friday....if I last that long.
And if you ever hear anything like this out of my mouth...watch out...you better run for cover..

4 comments:

Trina said...

If you want to talk - I am home tonight or just e-mail me!

I hope things work themselves out and try to hang in there!

Anonymous said...

pssst...want me to bring the baileys on Friday???????

DM

AJ-OAKS said...

Wow, your emotions are a lot like my own. Things really do happen for reasons in our lives. We may not understand them at the time, but after the fact, we do. Whatever is going on in your life, it will pass. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Really, there is! For the longest time I swore there was a black, nasty cloud that just hung around and never moved. It almost got so bad that the thought of crawling into bed was considered! No kidding. But, even though crap was happening left and right, I found the strength to keep taking those steps forward. You CAN get through whatever turmoil is going on. YOu have friends to lean on and ears that will listen. Hugs to you.

ME said...

Thanks Trina, DM and Cindy...I know I have great friends, and I am grateful for all of them...just some things you have to handle alone, more out of my own mental safety reasons....and right now it really is hard and it sucks big time. But like always I keep trotting along and like you, Cindy said, it will pass, I know it always does....somehow....til the next time lol.....arrrggghhhhh!