To Where You Are

Not having a good day today, that's for sure. Not sure why, seemed to be ok all the other days, maybe it's because it's a week past today? Maybe because I got the official death announcement from Germany today? Wondering how my uncle feels about burying his baby brother? All sorts of thoughts floating in my head today, mixed, left, right and centre. At times it's hard to think of him not being there anymore, still kind of expecting him to pick me up at the airport in a few weeks. Just can't imaging going home and he is not there.
Wondering how my mom is really doing, when nobody is around. How is she suppose to do? I don't know.
I found this song by Josh Groban(one of my mom's favourite singers)the other day, made me think of her.


Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me
From up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me
From up above
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on
And never leave
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are