At it's best

Over the last few days Borderline has reared it's ugly head at it's best again and it has been really difficult not to get sucked into it by all it's might. It's a daily struggle, some days harder than others, but yesterday it came on with all it's power and uglyness. And it's driving me crazy and I wonder if I ever have the know how to put it were it belongs, long forgotten. Every day is a new day to work on it and against it, to accept it and deal with it, sometimes I think I have a handle on it but certain events just show me otherwise. And I hate that. Oh well, today is a new day and a day to get better.